once, i was so certain that the universe will fall into place, perhaps take pity on me, finally give me what i want. now, i am almost certain it will never occur. guess i am coming to terms with myself, it took me long enough. maybe tmr when I wake up I’ll give myself enough reasons, but tonight, right now, I see how daft and absolutely deluded I am. this is me throwing my arms up in defeat, this is me giving in to the universe.
I still do, I think I do.
If you think of someone often enough, you’ll see them eventually. Too bad I only see you in my dreams.